Thus the week without a post. The Monday before Thanksgiving I got hit with a really bad cold, which pretty much derailed my NaNo efforts. But, I still managed to crack 25,000 words, which I’m pretty proud of.
It was interesting though how being sick not only completely sapped my energy, but my creativity too. I just didn’t have it in me to sit down and think about my characters and what they were doing or saying. Even over a week later while I’m still trying to get over the last remains of the cold (i.e., the cough that won’t go away), I’m still super tired and having a hard time getting my brain to focus on my characters enough for me to write. (Which is why I’m hoping that this post makes sense. My brain hasn’t exactly been set on “high performing” today. I’m not even sure we cracked “minimally performing.”) I hadn’t really thought about the link between a healthy body and creativity before, but it makes sense. It’s hard to be creative when you can’t really breathe easily or you’re so tired that getting up to walk across the room to get your computer is more effort than you can muster. Or even when you’re just tired. But sometimes, when you still make yourself try anyway, it feels amazing.
And then there are times like last week, when you just back off and let your body heal itself before you try to push creativity out. So, I’m not going to win NaNo this year. But I have 25,113 more words than I probably would have had if I hadn’t tried it and another month to try to finish it! And if I still can’t finish it then, then I’ve got January, February, and an entire rest of the year to go for it.
Until then, I’ll just keep writing. And trying not to get sick again. Being sick tanks.